Transgender Transition - Estrofem vs Estrogel - Day 28

Wow! I can't believe it's only been 28 days!

Well... still no "tingly, girlie-girl feeling" from the Estrogel. I'm finding that is the biggest difference between the two. Estrofem (pills) made me feel girlie and then I began to notice changes in my body... where as with the Estrogel, I feel my body changing and then I feel more girlie.

Yes, with the Estrogel, my body is far more sensitive to the physical changes. I'm VERY aware of my ass and thighs getting larger... with each step I take... as they rub against my clothes... and I'm also VERY aware of my nipples and boobs getting larger as they begin to swell against my tank tops. So no "tingly, girlie-girl rush" of the pills, but being constantly reminded of how I'm becoming more feminine each day is VERY pleasant as well.

Another major difference is in my boobs. Estrofem made my boobs pointier and perkier, but on Estrogel, they are becoming larger and rounder. Estrofem was transforming me into a perky A cup with the potential of becoming a nice B... but the Estrogel seems to be rounding the T's and A's out a LOT more! It's looking like the girls are gonna become a C cup at some point! Wow! Who would have thought that?

Side story: I slipped into one of my favorite spring dresses the other day and the strap over my right boob ripped completely off! Normally, most people would be bummed out about that happening to one of their favorite outfits.. but I was actually glad! My boobs (and bum) are already getting so much bigger that I'm actually not fitting into many of my old clothes! It's not due to weight gain... because as hard as I've tried to put on a few more pounds (eating 4000+ calories per day)... I'm still about the same weight... but my workout regiment (which is more intense than when I was on Estrofem) or the fact that I'm not taking the "male blockers" this time... may have something to do with the physical differences between the two. Whatever the reason, I'm happy with the results so far and, for the first time in a long time, I'm an excited and hopeful of what lies ahead for me!

Be you,
Be happy,
Dee

Transgender Transition - Estrofem vs Estrogel - Day 10

From the first dosage of Estrofem (tablets), I felt a "feminine rush" throughout my body for several hours after taking them. My body tingled and I felt so much more "girlie". I was hoping the same with the Estrogel, but I've actually only felt dizzy after applying it (no "feminine rush" at all)... until now...

Soon after spreading the Estrogel over my hips last night (day 10), I began to feel SO feminine. The fact that my hips were tingling also helped to solidify the feeling... as each step I took made me feel more feminine!

My body, my mind, and my soul felt so feminine for the past 12 hours! I didn't even try to "tom-boy-it-up" when I was around other co-workers. I was feeling totally girlie-girl and didn't want to stop the feeling.

Although I'm (today) feeling more feminine than with the Estrofem and my face is already beginning to look more feminine (the photo to the right), I do miss the tingling throughout my whole body that Estrofem provided me. Hopefully that will come in time... and hopefully I will continue to feel as feminine as I did last night and today... time will tell and I'll keep you updated.

Side note for those who want to feel feminine but are NOT looking to become a woman: The sensation comes with a price... If you read my blogs from the last time I took Estrogen... becoming more girlie may also mean your little "masculine buddy" may become smaller... so you need to decide what is more important to you and your future happiness before you partake ANY female medications, therapies and/or permanent transitions... aside from manscaping...

Yes... PLEASE feel free to trim and tweeze your eyebrows!

Side note 2: Please feel free to comment if you find this blog helpful. Although I don't check my Gmail and posts as often as I'd like to, it really makes my day when I hear that I have been able to help others understand themselves better... or even maybe just brightened up their day!

Be you...
Be happy...
Dee