Transgender Dream Transformations and Transgender Tucking

Those who have been following the blog know that it's been a rough year fill with pain and nightmares. The problem with nightmares is when you wake up negative, it's SO difficult to think positively and be optimistic... thus making it EXTREMELY difficult to accomplish ANYTHING positive. But what if we could navigate our dreams?

I recently began a new nightly regiment. As I feel myself dozing off, I focus on thoughts that I want to dream about... being accepted as transgender... wearing a cute outfit that I recently saw on a lady friend of mine... reliving my childhood memories of dressing up in girlie clothes as soon as my mother and siblings left the house...

I soon found that (as long as I don't sleep more than 8 hours) I'm having more and more positive dreams... and sometimes even dreaming what I WANT TO DREAM!  (If I sleep more than 8 hours, I still have negative nightmares.)

Last night I tried to convince myself that I was going to wake up transformed into a woman who inspires me. Once I fell asleep, I had the most WONDERFUL dreams! I awoke feeling that I actually WAS her!

Second topic... Can't think of an appropriate transition for this so I'll just go right into it... Wait... Picture John Cleese saying "And now for something completely different!"

I like my thingy and... as of right now... don't plan on getting rid of it... That being said, I recently began tucking... You know... Hiding the thingy...

It initially started as curiosity about to to do it right for when I go out a-la-fem... and not having it be as painful as it sounds. Once I started doing it, I soon discovered how feminine I feel when I do it... I do it very often now... especially when I'm going for a walk or doing errands. For me, it's not about hiding it, it's about how feminine it makes me feel.