Um yeah...
I'm now convinced that over-tweezing thing gave it away... Nothing was said directly but EVERYONE has been acting totally different towards me lately.
All of the women I know (even family members) have been VERY cool, and have even been making me feel like one of the girls. It's such and amazing and freeing feeling.
The guys... well... nothing has been said but... the guys in my family now have that stupid smirk on their face when they talk to me. You know the one. The smirk that tells you that, the second I walk out the door, they are ALL going to be joking about how their brother is now becoming their sister.
I thought that I would be hurt by being the brunt of their private jokes, but, although the smirks make me uncomfortable, the thought of them joking about me behind my back is now a welcoming thought.
OK... Let me break that one down... I welcome it because I now feel free to be myself, make a GRADUAL transition into womanhood without having to "come out" and no longer need to feel paranoid about the ramifications of how my feminine changes will effect my life...
I'm so much happier and relaxed now that I can drop the macho crap and just be one of the girls.
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Side note: When you tweeze or wax, it comes back. It's not that obvious when you are freshly tweezed, but when the little nubs start popping back to the surface, it's pretty obvious that you "manscape".
Hi Dee I think ur a very brave special girl after all what ur going through, so much for ur so called friends a true friend would be there for you no matter what. I'm what society calls a tranny yuk how I hate that word it sounds like a disease which it not, I have to keep my dressing a secret I'm not as brave as a lot of girls to come out to my family as to what I am yet, I have no photos to publish yet as the ones I take with my mobile phones camera look absolutely awful nothing like the lovely girl I see when I look in the mirror. I admire you & wish u every happiness for your future luv Annabel
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